our one & only jutta

how lucky for me
to be your cousin––

an ocean away,
perhaps,
but part of die ganze
verwandtschaft.

now, you’re 50
& i’m 63.

i think you’re
beautiful––

heart & soul,
you’re beautiful.

from the first
moment i saw you––
when i was 22 &
you were 8––
i knew you were very
beautiful.

beyond being your
brother in blood,
please know
i will always be your
friend.

you are a person
i believe in––

someone who knows
how to laugh,
how to be honest,
how to be kind,
how to think,
how to garden,
how to be funny,
how to always be a
spitzbub.

you are the best possible
human being––
one-of-a-kind––

truly
in love with the world––
in love with loving.

today i will laugh
& open my heart
in your
honor––

& the whole laughing
universe will open
its gigantic heart
too.