certain possibilities

some suffer
some don’t

some who cause
this effect on others
seem blissfully unaware

i suffer because
my ego can not/will not
desist from flaunting
himself
because id is what
i am

this SELF ISH NESS
blinds & binds
my soul

i am
the smoldering cinder
of generations of anguish

who chooses to snuff out
clawing, speechless, sputtering
rage

who among us
can release from anger,
ignorance & pride?

release is my sacred
duty in this life time

& the reward of this
doing––

is the invisible yellow flower
in buddha’s invisible
hand