cliff walking

climb as high as you like.
this is an imaginary mountain.

i

each day
    you force your
self out of
    bed & yearn to
climb.

for years, you
    follow a meandering
river through a blind
valley

or trace your
    limping shadow
across a vacant
    plateau.

ii

of a sudden, the
    clouds shift &
the summits of many
    mountains gleam in
your mind’s
    eye.

you assault the nearest
    foot hill with ferocious
will.

in daylight, you
    drive your self
upward, each night,
    the peak recedes
into the clouds.

iii

other climbers
    exist. do you welcome
them and cinch together
    against adversity, or

spurn them as
    competitors &
sabotage their
    path.

iv

this is an invisible
    mountain; a
mountain throbbing
    in your
chest.

your compass doesn’t
    work here.

up & down no
    longer
matter.

v

by now, your
heart & guts have been
spread across the
spine & shoulders of the
rock

& the stone has
tasted your
blood &
bones.

the rain, the
snow & the bashing
cold no longer reach
you

as you
separate from
time

vi

gnarly trees, immortal
lichen, stars
arising out of
nowhere.