let go of being
lonely
i believe in
you––whoever
you are.
i know i
need you––
only you.
finding you is the
reason every
molecule of me is
vibrating in this
skin.
when i’m not
searching for you, i’m
working, droning,
dissipating my
lifetime.
to hold your hand is
my destiny.
to find you is the one
right thing through
many cycles of
dust & star
light.
how do i know this is
not delusional? every
conscious particle of my
being points directly
to your
heart.
alone
i am filled with
shards of shattered
hope & wounded
dreams. my soul is
torn by ripping gales
of pain & poisoned
by clouds of green
malarial
depression.
i pray for you
with every pulsing
fragment of my
being.
i’m filling my
soul with beauty &
with light, to share with
you––
all that i am
is yours––
only for
you.