fantasy

this is my fantasy.

   what i want to
      believe.    what i

   believe
      i really
want.

how i imagine
   i would feel
      if it felt

   anything at all
      like it should
feel.

sensuous as
   angel touch, moon
      flight, naked
rain.

this is the mo
   ment i wish would
      swallow me

   alive so i
      would never need

   to experience
another.