feeling unconditional

don’t want to
   feel like an un
   wanted
child.

don’t want to
   imagine i’m loved
   when i’m
not.

don’t want to
   shackle a lock to
   my door or a
   deed to my
destiny.

don’t need a
   word for trust
   or must or
worry.

i want only to
   be as confident as the
   roots of a tree
   or as willing as a

   peach
   disappearing from
   the palm of your
hand.