old-friend shoes

your presence has penetrated my skin &
   made its home in the marrow of my
bones

i miss your cropped red hair &
   sharp black dresses
   your well-worn jeans &
   old-friend
shoes

i have heard your confident manner over
   the telephone & seen your organized
   competence on the computer or
   choosing a
restaurant

your curious-intuitive-self is walking
   through the shadowy mind of the
   Egyptians... i am with you but
   not quite on the
ground

i imagine you launched, then landing
   from the breezy sky... thinking of
   your big hugs & petite
kisses

maybe you will fly my way
   again, my starling,

or maybe you are finished chasing the
   rising sun

but, please, if only for one day, let me
   be your valentine, so
   you will dream only of
me