Robert Livingstone

december 19, 1998

the puritans
   wore dense black coats &
      starched white collars
      tight around the
      neck.

   where did they learn to
      be so
angry?

& you, Robert Livingstone,
   are an adulterer.
      how would puritan justice
      handle
that?

on the other
   open hand,
      why shouldn’t we be in
      love all the
   time?

   with women flaring like
      dogwood blossoms &
   men mystified by the
      sight &
smell.

love is the law.

   who wrote these
      rules that shackle our
      hands & halter our
breasts?

why be ashamed, Robert
   Livingston?
      need it all be so
      secretive? did you
      really dirty the sheets
   so
badly?

it’s true, you hate
   clinton, but don’t you
      hate women
more?

& aren’t you shamed by
   the broken child in your
      heart who longs for
   the teat of his
mother?

why can’t we run
   naked in the spring
      air without proper sadists
      whipping us and
   gouging our flesh with
hooks?

& what are they
   afraid
of?

confess on your knees to
   impress the crowd,

   but you’re only
      lying about
   life, just like the
others.