crossing a snowy field

crossing a snowy field before dawn
    everything stops
          but your heart––
   
                how could you ever
                      doubt in miracles?

as you reach the top of a wind-blown ridge
   the slate-blue sky
                melts into celestial orange––

                      why were you worried
                               about dying?

you unsheathe your ax,
       but no longer desire
               a christmas tree––

                        go ahead.
                                  believe in santa claus.

the sun has touched the mountain––
       walk home to paradise.