i am waiting

i am waiting
    for my spirit
          to blossom in starlight
like a midnight rose
   
i am waiting
      for the pain in my back
          to summon the touch
that calms the bones & mends the heart

i am waiting
    for someone
          to help me make a poem––
& live the poem we make

i am waiting
    for the mythology
            of my ego
to tell his story elsewhere

i am waiting
    for the thunder
             that opened my sleeping eyes
long before lightning was ever
    dreamt of

i am waiting
    still
i am waiting