look, mommy

sitting in the ophthalmologist’s chair,
    an object of professional indifference,
i want this person to love me.

standing in line at the post office or the 7/11,
    i fall in love with the clerk, & then,
all the customers.

lovestruck by the sun;
luststruck by the moon.

the crowds on 6th avenue,
    the tourists at times square,
i want them to love me too.

i want to make them laugh
    & glad to be alive.
i want to help them
    learn to love their souls.

what if
    a woman opens her heart to me?
what if she’s to-tal-ly
    beau-ti-ful?

i want to be perfectly generous––

    the blush of dawn on the face
of the Beloved.