a mantra & the beginning of a prayer

when the son
    of uther pendragon
          freed excalibur from the stone
he did not know
   
    he was a king.

but i am no king
       & i’m forgetting
                who i am.

          let’s get over
                   too much sweetness &
             politeness

      i hurt inside
          i’m ready to scream.

when you rub the lamp
       the genie rumbles out
          & roars into the sky

               i want you.
                     i want you.
                         i need you.

i’ve lived so long

               & prayed so hard

                        please holy someone

answer my prayer.