still breathing

still breathing
       the same sweet air
sleeping on
         the same pillow of dreams

while we were falling
       through the
             infinity of darkness
& light

   i let go
    of your hand.

i believe i am
       trying to find my end
while you are waiting for
         your beginning.

am i the slave of fantasies
       like sickness &
            old age & death
   truth, rightness &
             contradiction?

marriage? children?
            wealth & happiness?

would i cld. leave
          hold of these too.

my soul is moving on
       but it will never be far
from yours.