when i grow up

when i grow up
    i want to go to sleep
          & wake up drunk
like rumi.

          ...to be the gardener
               of dawn
                      who nurtures
          the sun, moon
                         & planet patch.

i want to be
       the earth
            so filled with wisdom
                everything that touches me
grows.

i want to be
    as ambitious
          as a chrysanthemum
               blossoming totally
    from the inside
out.