how do i explain myself?
i don't want to be an ego
any more.
i've grown tired of being
male with too many
penile expectations.
a warrior
too sharp & double-edged.
& trying to be a bodhisattva
means wearing a mask.
what happens if i let go
of everything?
less worry.
what happens if
the thinking stops?
i am.
what happens
when the clarity comes?
something better.