too much flesh
too much bone
too many screw-ups
& well spent tears.
how could i be
your shadowy fantasy man
with so much sweat & sperm
between us?
beyond space & time––
across the terrible distances
& the frozen hours
i dream
i wait
i grow like a foetus
groping towards sunlight.
somehow
you have become
a part of me
&
our souls are
hugging the hell
out of eachother
down-under.