conditions of employment

i love work.
i love the feel of it
   in my hands
the sweat rolling
   down my chest
the way it invites me along
   & pays for my dinner.

work is what the mind is for;
   the soul’s food;
the body’s second home.

those who hire me
   pay my soul
   my heart
   my brain
   my body.

it cannot be
   otherwise
i am
   my self...

& my self is creative,
   energetic & incorruptible
about its work.

i will not, cannot
   waste a paper clip

i will not, cannot
   steal a dime

i refuse to sacrifice
   my time.

have i given
   too much?

(so far from perfection;
   always knocking on its door)

for what i have been able to give,
   i am thankful.

dear God,

make me be patient in the biting storms
   of ego-ridden politics;
forgiving even of highly
   over-paid incompetence.

keep my eyes bright in the
   shadows of ineptitude;
& my mind clear in the murk
   of greed.

help me be a bodhisattva of
   earth, sky & heart,

& please give me strength enough
   to build and let go,
   build & let go

however many lifetimes
   before i retire.